lanee; with lemon

December is wild.

Thu, 24 Dec 2009 20:42:47 GMT

Knotts was fun and so was adopting all those families this year (:
although yes it has been hectic. i'm also very pressured and torn on what to think.
but all in all, time will take its toll on what will eventually happen.

today is christmass eve, im not so much a holiday person, but i might go over to my cousins house. i do love my new comp <3 early cmas present from laura.

lots has happened sinced the last time i wrote here, which i do want to write more about, but that, i will save for another time.

a few films films films.

Wed, 22 Jul 2009 09:38:52 GMT

a few movies i‘m looking forward to watching this year. i won’t write any kind of long synopsis on them or post any posters/stills for all of them. i don’t have the time

1. (500) Days of Summer
2. Where the Wild Things Are
3. The Time Traveler’s Wife
4. Inglorious Bastards
5. Cloudy With a Chance of Meatballs (ehh, not really)
6. Sherlock Holmes
7. Alice in the Wonderland
8. New York, I Love You
9. Toy Story 3 -(2010)
10. Paper Heart

i really cannot wait for Paper Heart. It's basically a documentary on finding love and happiness with your soulmate~ and that kind of stuff. That is not exactly why i will be watching, but i love that Michael Cera will be in this along with his girlfriend, Charylin Yi. The documentary was started with a few of her friends (which includes seth rogan) the love stories are true , as they should, since it's a documentary, but michael cera's & charylin's in particular, is scripted, but it's still cute to watch. by the way, in case you didn't know, i think michael cera is awesome,love watching all of his movies. some people have told me they do not like him because of same tone and personality in his acting in almost every movie, but i find him irresistibly adorable. Here's a trailer:

i seem to love everything about this. <3

that list of movies include, zooey deschanel, paul dano, rachel mcadams, brad pitt (ehh), robert downey jr., helena, bonsham carter, anne hathaway, johnny depp, michael cera, quentin tarantino, tim burton.
all amazing actors and directors.
When i first heard about Cloudy With a Chance of Meatballs, i didnt expect it to be animated, i thought Hollywood would work it's magic~ the book actually looks better than the movie. i'm not sure i'll watch it, but i was always fascinated by the book as a child. and love how we will get to watch Alice in the Wonderland from tim burton's point of view. also, a great cast.

from 'Little Miss Sunshine'

Tue, 14 Jul 2009 04:20:35 GMT

"RICHARD: "There's two kinds of people in this world -- Winners... and Losers.
If there's one thing you take away from the nine weeks we've spent, it should be this: Winners and Losers. What's the difference?
Winners see their dreams come true. Winners see what they want, they go out and they get it. They don't hesitate. They don't make excuses. And they don't give up. Losers don't get what they want. They hesitate. They make excuses. And they give up. On themselves and their dreams."

and

RICHARD: "Olive, can I tell you something about ice-cream? Ice-cream is made from cream, which comes from cow's milk. And cream has a lot of fat in it... when you eat ice-cream, the fat in the ice-cream becomes fat on your body... So if you eat lots of ice-cream, you're gonna become big and fat. But if you don't, you'll probably stay nice and skinny."

so motivational.
i like Richard's character and almost every character in this movie. I know it's a little old now, but everyone has got to watch sometime, i like it so much.

Writer's Block: Newsworthy

Tue, 07 Jul 2009 08:38:09 GMT

What news source do you use most often?

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Although, many news sources can be very biased, since they are conducted by human beings with their personal views, i do enjoy reading or viewing different types news sources. Of course, the most common sources nowadays, internet and television, are quite informative, i have managed to stick to local newspaper, and my television always seems to be turned on to CNN. I don't tie myself to one specific source, actually. I like learning about people's contrasting views and thoughts. Different sources, i believe, give people a broader view about different topics and multiple opinions. This would probably explain why you'll find old newspaper scraps stuffed in between books belonging to me or a few interesting articles saved onto my computer. International foreign newspapers are also very captivating to me, it all started after my grandmother's trip to Central America and bringing me a copy of one of those foreign Spanish huge newspapers. I just love it. I like news.

damned world.

Sat, 04 Jul 2009 09:33:08 GMT

it HAS been about eight days since Michael Jackson's death, and it has come to my attention about how inconsiderate some people can appear to be. I am not an MJ expert since most of the rise of his career took place way before i was born (1992) but i do appreciate his contribution to the entertainment industry and recognize the talent and dedication of such an icon. It is fucked up when people still talk shameless crap about this man, yes, there was quite a few allegations about supposed wrongdoings he might have committed, but never were they confirmed. Don't act like no one has done worst crap, while people ignore those flaws and have great adoration towards the subject because of who they are, (what if he was in YOUR family, he was someone's brother, son, friend, etc...) or how they look, everyone has the right to do whatever the hell they want to their own body or looks. I bet most people who've died, leave without a crystal clean background anyway. Another thing, his music touched the hearts of many and brought (still does) happiness to an audience, i mean entire families were able to listen and connect to his lyrics and beats about emotions and goodness to the world. Seriously, 80% of what i hear nowadays is about money, drugs, sex, rebelling, and other senseless crap. This man worked to entertain us all since a very young age, he had to sacrifice his childhood, not for people to talk shit about his music; the last thing we can do is appreciate. How would you like to work your ass of for 43 years to find people making intolerable remarks about your work? also, don't generalize about EVERYONE making fun about him before his death, and completely forgetting about him. No, i did listen to his music every single day, but i still valued it. i certainly did not make jokes or rude comments about him while still alive, i don't do that about anyone, as a matter of fact. and people shouldn't say entertainment is not important to the world. Well in fact, at least for the United States, it is. Entertainment does play a major role since early America, but i won't go into that, this isn't a history lecture. But it is for sure that without it we'd probably be a bigger sac of a boring country stuck in emotional and economic depression, probably shooting each other. The purpose of this is that he contribute lots to the world through entertainment and peace/charity awareness, so this man deserves some respect and recognition. I don't mind what your personal views about him are, but you cannot deny his positive actions have not channged the world. It's sad how he had to leave us before his final 'This Is It' tour. Rest In Peace Michael Jackson

"Heal the world, make it a better place. For you and for me, and for the entire human race." -Michael Jackson (1958-2009)

Sarah Palin should basically just put a gun to her head, destroying her career like this? just kidding, but wow, poor thing.
And whats up with City Halls trying to make praying booths for unemployed people? it's sad, i know, unemployment, it leads to poverty and hunger, which are something i strongly stand against, and everyone has their right to do whatever they want and right towards their own beliefs, but i do believe their is something such as separation of church and state. and it might just violate the first amendment as well, i also believe churches have been built for those kinds of things, like praying and that kind of stuff, you know? So i suggest, you just stop complaining, go to church and start searching the newspaper for jobs.
Happy Fourth of July, stay safe &
yay, watched Wayne's World and Wayne's World 2, today, love them.
goodnight(:

i love mark stoermer.

Wed, 01 Jul 2009 10:28:12 GMT

i am seventeen.

Wed, 01 Jul 2009 04:32:16 GMT

my birthday turned out pretty fun, of course i spent it in no other place than the beach. i was there all day and nothing like going for a swim in the ocean with valerie, samantha, chris, and kellyn or blowing your birthday candles off the cake there. and sammy said my beach hair reminds her of mermaids. happy i'm finally seventeen, yay for rated-r movies.
a few of us. This is after my hair was all dry and nasty :l

my first dream, of my year, might have been the weirdest thing,
i was on a stage with some kind of host, in front of a huge audience, the host announces to the audience that i will demonstrate the moonwalk. i was tripping out because i have no idea how that works, but it was too late to back out since everyone was waiting for it and expecting me to perform, my lame attempt left the audience puzzled and a few members criticized my horrible dancing skills to my face. :(
lol

laura rocks for getting me the shirt i wanted so bad.

controversy, controversy in the world.

Fri, 26 Jun 2009 18:34:11 GMT

rip, michael jackson.

excited for new Killers cover album, they make the best covers. and show at the hollywood bowl sept 16.
i'm kinda nervous for paintball on saturday. i dont want to be scarred and bruised for the beach.
Transformers rotf was nice yesterday, had a random encounter with nina and johnny lol.

summertime

Tue, 23 Jun 2009 19:36:50 GMT

i am completely loving this summer so far. no summer school yet, until july 7th or have i started my summer reading :/, BUT there is a time and place for everything (; ha. (i'll start soon)
hm, its so sad how some people get inside their own little world and cannot seem to snap out of it. i think its so creepy.
& i do not like when people annoy me. for instance, at this moment. BUT i did get myself into it i guess, (it's what happens when you're being a 'nice' person) ohhhwell.
yay, im watching transformers 2 on thursdayy, im probably going to watch it more than once, thats for sure, too many invites.
well i will now fix my room, clean the house, cook something up for me, and call sammy to make plans for the rest of the week. Home alone, i love it(:

i am home.

Mon, 22 Jun 2009 22:03:00 GMT

well, finally back in lawndale.
I have to say, Oxnard turned out pretty awesome. i loved competition and think we all had a great time, love everyone i went with, but best of all we showed hpd's true colors and skills. we did great and brought home two trophies(: it was so much fun, i would love to still be there, and i am looking forward to next year's competition, hopefully.
i participated in, building search, bus assault, vehicle search, tug of war, obstacle course, the 5k, and a couple more i cannot exactly remember at the moment.
goodtimes.

i want to watch transformers 2. Shia Labeouf is the most gorgeous thing.

i have a wordpress.

Sun, 14 Jun 2009 21:24:08 GMT

http://layneeh.wordpress.com/

(: perfect beach weather, or i might just go shopping again with my mom.
i also have to organize my room. i like my outfit today

end of school survey?

Sun, 14 Jun 2009 04:31:01 GMT

At school this year, have you...
[x] liked someone
[x] hugged someone
[] started a rumor.
[x] gotten a detention
[] cried in school.
[] liked more than one person.
[x] ditched/skipped
[x] made new friends.
[x] gone to a dance or party
[x] been to a pep rally
[] got suspended
[] watched a football game.
[] watched a soccer game.
[]watched a baseball game.
[] watched a volleyball game.
[] watched a tennis match.
[] watched a basketball game.
[] watched a track meet.
[] watched a wrestling match.
[] watched a lacrosse game.
[x] kidded around
[x] got a 100% on a test.
[x] walked home from school
[x] been driven to school
[x] got dropped off at school
[x] heard a rumor about yourself.
[] had something illegal at school.
[x] missed school when you weren't sick.
[x] failed a test.
[] made up some lame excuse for homework not being done.
[] the teacher believed your lame excuse.
[] you liked a teacher you had
[]crushed on a teacher.
[] hit on a teacher
[x] dislike a teacher.
[] in ASB.
[x] in a club.
[] got an award.
[x] fallen asleep in school.
[] gotten in trouble for falling asleep in class.
[x] had your phone go off in class.
[x] had a phone taken away.
[x] lied to a teacher.
[x] laughed so hard you cried in class.
[] eaten lunch in the bathroom.
[] like your yearbook picture
[]missed one week or more of school at a time.
[] enjoyed school
[x]excited for summer

During this past school year have you...

Done stupid things?
-mhm
Started new friendship?
-yes
Played truth or dare?
-yes
Been to school?
-i believe so.
Argued with a teacher about a grade?
-yes
-Skipped class?
yes
Got in a fight?
-no.
Went to a field trip?
-no.

Classes
period one: u.s history
period two: algebra2
period three: ap biology
period four: health/drivers ed
period five: ap spanish
period six: english
period seven: homeroom
period eight: college prep.

PEOPLE YOU MOSTLY LISTEN/TALK TO DURING:
period 1: josh b., marisol, kellyn.
period 2: cristal, little danny, adriana.
period 3: marisol, valerie.
Period 4: samantha, dolores, johnny, kellyn, ulises.
Period 5: alonso, eric, kellyn.
Period 6: valerie, andrea, elizabeth.
Period 7: i didnt talk much in homeroom
Period 8: valerie, samantha, kellyn, ernest, andrea, gilbert, brend, everyone.

Who is your Fav Teacher??
-ew, none.
Who annoys you most during 4th period?
-johnnnyy!
Who did you sit with at lunch?
-andrea, valerie, marisol. at times, stephanie, kellyn & the other people.
Which period is most boring?
-algebra2
Which class do you get the most homework in?
-ap bio?
Which period are you most hyper in?
-i dont know. im not a hyper person
What is your favorite class?
-history and spanish were so easy.
Do you like the lunch?
-no.
Do you like school?
-no.
Who sits behind you in 3rd period?
-i dont sit behind anyone. we have round lab tables.
How many kids are in 2nd period?
-about 15.
What teacher do you hate most?
-pereira.
who were your bestfriends in freshman year?
-valerie, marisol, andrea, heidy.
how about sophomore year?
-valerie, marisol, andrea, heidy.
how about junior year?
-valerie, marisol, andrea.

junior year is over.

Sat, 13 Jun 2009 07:35:12 GMT

three years of hmsa, one more to go.

-i have to say, it was a pretty okay year. i know i should have tried harder, now i'm afraid i've jeopardized my chances of being given the opportunity to leave California. but its okay, i guess.
I've learned that people should really pay attention to their surroundings and almost every detail possible, things don't last for a very long time. I can't say i got to enjoy the end of my junior year as much as i would have wanted to, considering some stuff i've been caught up in. i do not no why everything just happened at this time, after my grandpa's death a couple weeks ago, family drama, explorer competition coming up, and a few other of life's complexities, it was not possible for me to put forth my dedication completely into school towards the end,although i should have, the results show it; it's not great at all. im very glad i get somewhat of a break, i really need to get everything in track and be who i am again. i guess i got carried away-

im not too much of fan of this band, but i heard the lyrics of this song and i really like it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kHSeRP2G8lA

it just disturbs me.

Tue, 09 Jun 2009 05:28:12 GMT

i dont know which is most sad, brutal animal cruelty in CA dairy farms or child marriage in India. :{
Anyway last week of school! i dont even want think about finals
but after that,it's all good, i really need junior year to end already, i know i know, it's not good to rush, but i really just want to MOVE ON. i'm a little excited about exp. competition this summer, but also a little nervous, its approaching so quick, only about 9 more days o_O

hmm, i really do think some of Arnold Shwarzenegger's policies on eucation are stupid right now, most student's dont bother to study off their textbooks, what would make you think they will study off onlinetextbooks? lol whatever.

well it's only monday, can't wait for the rest of this week to go by soon.
this is whats going on so far this week:
Mon- frontdesk
Tue-last day of theatre (i think i did pretty good on my final, btw)
Weds- Explorer meeting.
Thur-Andrea's house
Fri-last day of school.

well i'll go hop in the shower now, goodnight(:
before that, : http://www.love146.org/pages/page.asp?page_id=21460
get educated&help(;

go on ahead and let your bones rattle.

Wed, 20 May 2009 04:07:17 GMT

no one like the doors<333.
-haha my obssession for the doors, kol, killers& redchilipeppers. ah<3
-these earthquakes are scaring me, a little. its funny how people say the 'big one' is coming. well, maybe its not funny, but i dont believe in anything, including that. even though its nature. you can prove me wrong when it happens. ha
i'll believe it when i see it, thats what i think about everythingg, actually.
-90210 finale is today. i actually only like watching because of Navid, love that guy. (&im watching rightt now)
-yay, tommorow is the middle of the week already. im only excited for it to end, i have too much get done, but the weekend will be good.
- i neeed KOL tix. for aug23! at the forum((: ahh<3

*because their boots&hair&voices&are awesome(:

ahh shwayzes' new album is coming out sometime in july or august, im sure they're doing promo in LA, so im deff. going to see them again this summer.
yay.
&&kurt<3

people are strange when you're a stranger.

Fri, 08 May 2009 05:44:23 GMT

Pride can be an awfulawful thing.
i hate it& it really annoys me when it gets into someone; that does include myself. everyone needs to distinguish between loving something you own&excessive pride. it makes you a disgusting person. i understand we all do it and may need a little of it, but just control yourselves, you'll end up somewhere you dont want, in the end.at least thats what ive noticed and feel.

This is undoubtedly one of the toughest months of the year for me. ugh so hectic, but for some strange reason i keep feeling optimistic, maybe because summers coming up? even though winter has the best weather, i love summer, that also means im almost turning 17.

Ugh i really dont want to go to 2nd period tomorrow, but i have no other choice. i guess i have to study soon. besides that (almost) everything is good(: goodnight.

jogging under the cold darkclouds<3.

Sun, 03 May 2009 06:42:02 GMT

is good(:
so glad for this new month of May, i feel like i get to start fresh and new, and it's practically the last full month of school before summer.yay, also the most stressing, i assume.
i like my nail color&the weather today.
i also took SAT's today.just hoping for the best. that was a drag, but spending the rest of the day shopping with my momma was pretty good. i saw the cutest shorts ever.
i almost forgot the endless amount of hw i have, oh well, it's all good, theres always tommorow.(wow, this weather really does make me feel optimistic) i love cloudy, cool weather(:
[ahh,makes me yearn of being in boston<3]
i love the fact that 'What Doesnt Kill You Makes You Stronger'. it's actually very true and im not one that goes by proverbs or those kinda quotes.

for some crazy reason, i still grow astonished when i see you.

Wed, 29 Apr 2009 02:09:30 GMT

so glad im home, just thinking about tommorow makes me scared.ahh nooo.just hope it turns out okayy.

Its funny how i always thought writing letters was corny, or cheesy, or whatever you kids say it is, but its fascinating how deeply it can captivate even the grouchiest person. especially when you put your heart into it& mean what you write.no, i'm not that 'imma-write-a-letter' kind of person, but it really helped out, i said everything i had to,i feel better about this relationship with the person i care most for, in life. the best part is the unspoken conversation that has turned into a great understanding realtionship, although i talk to this person everyday. makes me feel good, i guess.

Im in great need of beginning to be healthy again. i been too caught up in everything, i have to start thinking about myself again, that includes my daily workouts/pooltime, jogging and eating habits. haven't done any in a while.
ew doctor said if i 'truly love my bones' i have to start drinking milk, at least; gross, wth.
but i think i might just cross the street to CVS&get some of those vitamin d/calcium tablets you can eat or swallow.except i think they only carry chocolate flavor.-_-
Math cst's were difficult today.im just glad i have sammy in that class& i can catch up on my reading(love Alfred Knopf so far, but i'll talk about that when im actually done with the book).everything/everyone in their else annoys me;ugh.

One last thing, im no one to say what you should do or shouldn't, but woah there, back off; you're scary.

hello there, the angel from my nightmare<3.

Sun, 26 Apr 2009 06:38:04 GMT

i came across my lj password& decided i should write something or maybe more often.
haven't written since the beginning of the year.&i set everything else private.
quick update on me: stuff is okayy, not too great, im not feeling too well about too many things,overall lately.dont want to go into much detail though.
junior yr is almost done. (about 6 weeks) im glad, in a way.my teachers are being a--holes.
i hate ms.pereira.
i didnt get to go to coachella this yr.
cst testing next week,& sat's next saturday. not cool
i just cant wait to move backto MA.&just get out of Cali for now. trying hard to go to start school in boston; transfer to BU eventually. but thats not happening anytime before the next twoyrs.
many of my thoughts&views have slightly changed about mostly everything.
im eating cheetos(ewww).
twitterme: http://twitter.com/layneeh
i'll be around.

2009

Sat, 03 Jan 2009 02:56:16 GMT

This year is gonna treat me different
Take me places i've never been
Do things i've never done before
Watch things i've never watched
Say things i've never said
Teach me things i've never learned
Love things i never did
Think things i never thought.
&most of all, its a new me

if i had enough money right now

Mon, 08 Dec 2008 07:37:47 GMT

i would take me to romano's macaroni grill and get some shrimp portofino.
its yummmmy.

but im broke.

So..

Sun, 30 Nov 2008 07:20:43 GMT

Thanksgiving break
went by so fast. i really wish i had more time to do stuff & study. ugh hate it...i guess my highlight was watching the killers kinda. i really wish i would have gone earlier, but noo thanks to my mother. seriuosly man, i was ready since the morning wtf? alright whatever i just really cant wait to see them sometime agian. seriously, they're awesome live. brandon is truly beautiful. they played Human first&idr what else, but it was,Just AMAZING.
not even halfway through the book yet though. seems like i get too distracted with everything.
need to work on bringing my grades up.
well i go back to school on monday .
:l
I wonder when the killers are going to start filming videos for their songs from Day & Age. cant wait for Joy Ride music vid. probably one of my fave. songs in the album. im curious about who will direct it.(absolutely hate they're choice of Ray Tintori for Spaceman) I want a little eccentric like their usual selves but some sort of sexy twist, just like the song.Maybe not involving Brandon (because the mormonism...lol); although i would kill to see him in it. but still something along those lines...

okay.

Tue, 18 Nov 2008 00:44:09 GMT

happyanxious waiting on the 24th!
&im looking forward to thanksgiving break.
also for Day & Age.<3 (have to go get me a few copies the 25th).
yay.
im hungry, goodbye.